Culinary school is not what I had expected it to be.
Heavens no…it is far more
challenging and much more demanding than I would have imagined. In fact some
tasks, like that of melting fondant and icing an éclair, makes my working life
in the corporate sector seem like a walk in the park.
This is a job that tries
you physically, and drains you emotionally. Because you spend hours prepping,
whisking, separating yolk from white, and folding, sifting and when something
goes wrong the feeling of despair is just unbearable because almost always
there is no saving it. You just have to tip the contents into the bin, and
start over…whilst the clock is ticking and the chef is watching.
It is an industry that
takes time management and multi-tasking to extraordinary new heights. Add sugar
to egg yolks, attend to something else for a few minutes and you would have
risk burning the yolks. Take your eye and spatula off the custard for the briefest
moment, and you’ll get scrambled eggs instead of crème anglaise.
Let’s not even start on the
topic of working under pressure. It is less like any cooking classes I’ve
been to, and more like ‘Great British Bake-Off’ meets ‘MasterChef’, with
instructions being shouted out and timers beeping. It does get a little
over-whelming.
When I did well during our
first class, albeit was a fruit salad I thought all will be well in the weeks
to follow. The next day, we were introduced to the derivatives of a crème pâtissière
and meringues. I fell to pieces. There I stood in front of my workstation
willing my mind to remember what is was that I needed to do. I ended up
over-chilling the base for my crème mousseline, and my Swiss meringue piping
was abysmal.
These past few weeks have
been a roller coaster of glorious highs (because
any remotely good comment is like gold dust) and dispiriting lows. I can
make a mean crème pâtissière, and developed the confidence to make things like
pastries and breads from scratch. Plus, with the help of a product called ‘smash’
I can finally pipe a perfect rosette and a shell…now I just need to work on
getting a whole row of identical ones. Somehow they get bigger, what’s with
that?
But I still love it, all of
it…the good, the bad, and the terror of looming examinations. In my head, I
keep replaying all the things that can go wrong. I desperately want to do well
but that very feeling makes me go all nervous and fidgety. So it is all down to
practising till the recipes become habitual to me. In the last 2 months, we
have gone through litres of milk, kilos of sugar, butter and flour, and over 120
eggs. Before you start worrying about
weight and cholesterol, much of it has landed in the bin but thankfully, most
of it come out right and get sent to my husband’s office. There is no greater
support than that of one from the love of your life – and he has been so
amazingly patient and encouraging.
I am also so very grateful
for the chefs in my group. Purely divine intervention if you ask me. The group
is so diverse in nationality, language and culture we could represent the
United Nations. At the beginning, what we all had in common was the inability
to speak each other’s mother-tongue. But food brings people together, and
cooking it together even more so. I have 15 classmates, and they are always kind
to help; quick to encourage, and easy to laugh with. They are also my source for
random facts and German words, plus the best pizza dough you’ll have ever
tasted. And, our mutual love for pastry has sealed that bond like dorure and
crimping; they have become friends.
I made this biscuit a
couple of weeks ago I think, and brought them to class. There is nothing more
daunting than feeding a chef, let alone 15! But they went down well, so I
thought I’d share the recipe here too. I have always loved the scent of warm spices
like cinnamon and nutmeg, and I love using soft dark brown sugar in baking for
its richness in colour and taste. They taste lovely on their own, but because
of the spices I think they would be delicious eaten with a cup of chai latte.
One final note, because
Christmas is about to come I decided to sprinkle each biscuit with glittery red
sugar crystals. I hope you enjoy them.
Love,
jaim
Ingredients
250g butter, softened and
cubed
140g soft dark brown sugar
120g golden caster sugar
1 medium egg (between 50 – 60g)
1 tsp vanilla extract
335g plain flour, sieved
1 tsp bicarbonate of soda
1 ½ tsp mixed spice
Pinch of cinnamon (optional)
Red sugar crystals (optional)
Method
If using a mixer
This cookie dough can be
made and finished in a stand mixer and a flat edge beater. Place the butter,
sugars, egg and vanilla in the mixing bowl. Start the mixer on the lowest speed
setting to combine the ingredients. As they come together to form a paste,
increase the speed.
Stop the mixer and scrap
down the sides of the bowl. There will be some mixture that looks darker than
the creamed mixture and you might notice sugar granules as well. Put the mixer
back on and continue creaming until the mixture is fluffy and has gone about 3
shades lighter.
Sieve the flour, bicarbonate
of soda and mixed spice.
Tip the sieved flour into
your mixing bowl and start the mixer on the lowest setting again. All you want
to do is to stir the mixture to combine it. A pouring guard is helpful if you
have one. Almost like you would when using the pulsing option on a blender,
start and stop the mixer until the flours are incorporated into the creamed
butter and sugars. Then let the beater turn for about 30 seconds on medium high
speed.
You are now ready to shape
the biscuit dough.
If making by hand
In a large bowl, whisk the
butter until creamy. Now add the sugar and continue to cream the mixture until
well combined. Whisk in the egg and vanilla extract until the mixture is fluffy
and about 3 shades lighter than when you started.
Sieve the flour, bicarbonate
of soda and mixed spice.
Add half of the sieved
flour and use a spatula to fold it in. Only when most of the flour has been
incorporated into the creamed mixture, add the remaining flour and spice. Fold
in until the biscuit dough is well combined.
You are now ready to shape
the biscuit dough.
Baking
This cookie dough is more
like a thick paste and is slightly sticky. The best way to shape them is to
roll about one tablespoon of dough into a ball, in the palm of clean hands.
Sprinkle each with a dusting of ground cinnamon.
Place each biscuit on a
cookie sheet or lined baking tray (if it
is not non-stick) about 2 inches apart.
Bake at a temperature of
160˚C for 12 minutes. These biscuits will be crunchy on the outside but have a
soft gingerbread-like centre. If you prefer wholly crunchy cookies, increase
the baking time to 14 – 15 minutes.
As soon as the biscuits come out of the oven, sprinkle the tops with the red sugar crystals. Leave the biscuits on the tray until they are just set, then transfer to a wire rack until completely cooled.
Yield and storage
This batch should yield
about 50 biscuits and keep for up to 5 days stored in an airtight container.



You're a rockstar Jaim! So proud of you!
ReplyDeleteThank you Kayle, that means so much!!
DeleteAgree with the above comment. You are my hero :) And new biscuit recipe to try yay! x
ReplyDeleteThanks so much Lyd! Enjoy the biscuit x
DeleteI am in awe of your dedication to cookery school! Love the biscuits too. They are beautiful as ever. x
ReplyDeleteHolly, thank you for your lovely words :-)
DeleteYou and your dedication are inspiring my friend keep it up :)
ReplyDeleteCheers
Choc Chip Uru
Aww, thank you lovely! x
DeleteIt sounds like you are learning a lot, although also the fear factor is very evident! Cookies look lovely and your styling is beautiful.
ReplyDeleteThank you, so glad you like to styling and cookies. Oh dear...the fear is rather evident, isn't it? It's the looming exams, I haven't had to take an exam in over a decade!
DeleteHi Jaime! Thanks so much for sharing your experience so far in culinary school. I've been looking forward to reading about it :D I'm so happy to hear that despite the ups and downs, you're really enjoying yourself and having a great time! You're such an inspiration! And these biscuits look just perfect! You go girl! :)
ReplyDeleteAww Dana you are so sweet, thank you very much! x
DeleteSounds like you're working seriously hard - but having such an amazing time! I love seeing your photos on Twitter and hearing about your adventures. As for these biscuits, they look beautiful - so nice and simple after all those intensely involved recipes at school!
ReplyDeleteHi Kate, lovely to hear from you and for following my journey too. Means a lot :-)
DeleteCooking school sounds like an amazing experience. I look forward to hearing more!
ReplyDeleteLove the biscuits though - simple but perfect :)
Thank you Rachel. It really is such a rewarding experience; scary but yet so exciting...I love being in the kitchen!
DeleteCan't wait to hear about the cooking school! And those little spice biscuits are just divine! Karen
ReplyDeleteHi Karen, thank you for dropping by. Culinary school is a wonderful experience, hard work but absolutely worthwhile.
DeleteOh I am so behind. I didn't know you'd started cookery school. It sounds like a fantastic experience and I look forward to hearing more. Your biscuits look really cute and you've made them look so pretty all tied up in the box.
ReplyDeleteIt's okay ;-) The course started on 28th September. I had initially only signed up for the basic level but have decided to go all the way now that I am sure of what I want to do once I complete the course. Hope you come back to visit and join me on this journey xx
DeleteHi Jaim dear! Glad you are having a good time and having great mental support and love is crucial. This post prepares me on what to look out for. Gosh.. I think I might have a melt down in the kitchen, cause I know I want to do well and absolutely astounding in this area. Seems daunting right now, and I don't know if I could cope under pressure. Not that it's not already stressful in the corporate world, but you are right. Baking is all about time..time...time. There are so many times that a cake has gone wrong in my kitchen that ends up getting tossed out in the bin, and had to start over OR just leave it completely.However, for love and passion, I hope this is worth it at the very end, seeing people enjoying your creation. Btw, these cookies are an absolutely perfect gift for Christmas. Wish I could have some too. Till then, stay in touch via e-mail ok? Hugs, Jo
ReplyDeleteHello Jo!! Thanks so much for dropping in. How about I bring you some cookies when we meet up next year?
DeleteOh, I had a proper melt down in the first 2 weeks but you are right, support is key. But I am so fortunate that our group has developed a really great friendship too, we've heard that not all groups get on well (past and present). But unfortunately we've been told that the classes will get jumbled up next term. After much consideration and a slightly revised plan on what I would look to do after the course, I've decided to sign on to complete the whole diploma. In my next blog post, I will talk about all the wonderful pros as well as some rather disheartening cons of the experience so far. Hopefully that helps prepare you and others who are thinking about going to culinary school too. Take care now and keep in touch xx
Jaime, congratulations!!! I've nominated you for the Reality Blog and Sensual Blogging Awards. Well deserved and look forward to reading more from across the pond :)
ReplyDeleteDanny, how exciting! Thank you so much for the lovely nomination!! So honoured :-)
DeleteWhat a fascinating insight into your life at the moment. You are so brave to give up the city for pastry! I know how hard it is and how awful it is when you know you have made a mistake that can't be saved. I trained as a chef but never made it into pastry as I got promoted to the fine dining kitchen. I now wish I had insisted on doing a few months there to gain a real skill at pastry. Anyway, now I just enjoy leat=rning from fellow bloggers who are a talented bunch, like you!
ReplyDeleteThank you Laura! I am thrilled to hear that you are enjoying pastry again and so thankful for this wonderful network of food bloggers!
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